Monthly Archives: February 2015

Cloud looming.

I’m not sure what it is.
The fact that I’m not losing weight as fast as I want to.
The fact that I’m dreading seeing my mom in a week or so. I want to want to see her. I fear it because I never do or say anything right.
The fact that my loss anniversary for Ryley is coming up.
The fact the we still don’t have a grave marker for Daniel.
I don’t know what it is but today I feel sad. Tomorrow will be better but today my heart matches the cloudy weather outside.